Hi all, so I am writing this blog for 2 reasons.
1. I am slightly inspired because I uploaded 2 for Claire today
2. Certain people are really pushing me
So first up what is currently bugging me a shit ton. So today I finally logged onto AIM for the first time in well a long time. I decided to talk to what I would consider a friend that I used to know. I say hi, I leave since it took a few min to respond. I get a text due to AIM mobile saying are you there? I say yeah whats up. Next thing I know it is something along the line of this is Brighton PD I don't appreciate talking to a girl who is a high school senior. I then reply sorry I didn't remember who this was. I find it very dumb for the fact I am still 20 they are 18 almost 19 and they have graduated and are going to go to central. Second of all it was a lie because they live in Howell and went to school in Heartland. So yeah I am defiantly not going to talk to anyone I used to on AIM ever. Skype is where its at anyways.
I finally broke down today and said everything i think that needed to be said. Saying goodbye was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do. I really hope she knows that. Hopefully there will be some event that brings us back but till that day I will be waiting.
I know tomorrow will be a great day because I am putting all the rest of this behind me. All the shit friends, all of the bad luck, screw it I know there is some good out there I just need to find it.
