About time

So I figure I have alot on my mind might as well right it down because I can't seem to find someone to talk to this stuff about.

First off on my list I am currently talking to someone who I never really talk to. We used to have a thing then they got kind of weird. Anyways all they seem to want to do is bitch about whats wrong in there life. It is pretty boring and random my boyfriend references but meh what are you gonna do.

Second so I was reading something I knew I shouldn't have a note written by shannon on facebook. It said Are you single? and her response was ...kind for now. At that moment it was just like uh... really. So yeah I have a feeling that I am going to want to hate the world even more in a matter of weeks or so. I just hate how this whole thing is going and how shitty it is making me feel. At least for a small period of time I had a friend who would talk to her for me.

Third on my list music. So as of late I have been trying to find new bands and stuff to hear. So far I have found some bitch'n tunes. First off I will go with Mew a Danish alternative band who aparently are amazing live. Next would be Nero http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rFVLAQWPBCI they are drum and bass I just like this tune. Then there is The Hoosiers with worried about ray, I found them due to Muselive stating the keyboardist was wearing spiderman at a live preformance like Dom used to. Then of course Pendulum there latest cover of calvin harris-Im not alone, I love that song listen to it love it. A band I just started to listen to Karnivool is sounding really good i need to get through there cd though i have not had the time yet.

Oh before I finish I think I was approached for a booty call but then she was like wait I have parents here maybe later this week. Personally I think she is just mad at her current estranged boyfriend. I also got invited to an event with her too but again all her friends would be there and I would find that a bit strange since i know no one.

I have got to figure out something that will work for me. Right now I am just so damn depressed all the time. Its like fuck I have friends we don't do much together but I have them. Its like I have alot of friends that I am not close with and like maybe 1 or 2 best friends but they are either too busy for me or just too well interesting of a character. I am getting really tired of being the nice guy just being like oh ok you are busy now or yeah we should definatly do something then getting blown off till they are like oh yeah we were suppose to hang. I am just like yeah I know just see me or don't tell me you want to and get my hopes up and waste my breath and time on you.

That last bit was a bit rantish anyways I should go to bed have to wake up to drive back to Howell have a guy hook up cable. Hopefully I can talk to him about getting an Iphone too I am curious if i want to take that plunge